I wrote this one day when everyone seemed to be doing well but Iwasn't. And I was feeling so shitty about it that I let paranoia creepin.

One has to trust in The Lord, and not think selfish thoughts that let itself manifest into fear, paranoia and distraction. It is not only a lack of trust in God(there is no way God will let you free fall!) but a deep feeling of jealousy and envy which has to be eradicated.

One has to acknowledge that such fears are merely selfish thoughts and instead depend on God for luck and love. It is only then that we can truly say that we trust God.