Today was quite a disturbing day and my thoughts couldn't settle.
Was trying to sleep my afternoon nap but I kept imagining hell and the people screaming in it..
Feeling so scared for all the people who have yet to accept Christ.. Are they going to burn forever, God??? What about my family... Life is so fickle... At any point things may change..
And my grandma who died in April, is she burning in hell now? Probably... I really don't know.
After watching that video about an account of how someone went to hell and back.
I'm abit skeptical about how someone can go to hell and back, but he has no reason to lie. Why will someone fake going to hell and back to spread the word of God? I do not believe that his testimony is faked. But some parts, like how he started trembling when the pastor said the verse about the lamp, and also; the part where he said he changed entirely after his dad broke the lamp; those parts: I do think that it was exaggerated in some ways. I do not believe that a single event will cause someone to change 360 degrees. They may not be lies but they may not be the complete truth.. Just to make the story interesting.
But the part about hell; the part about the van burning up in fire; the screams; I do believe that his testimony is true to a certain extent. He has no reason to fool the world. He has nothing to gain. If his reason on giving a testimony was to help more people convert, lying is a sin and I do believe that what he said as 80% true but maybe a little exaggerated at some parts to make it sound more dramatic. But nonetheless, true.
... Back to my thoughts.
Hell...
It's like a volcano with a bottomless pit, people are screaming, asking you not to enter. They are burning in pain, but they don't burn to death. The terrified look in their eyes, as they try to run, to escape, but they can't. And there they will burn, for eternity.
This is the urgency of the gospel.. Can't believe I only realised it today.. I tried sleeping but i couldnt. Really scared. What should I do? :( I'm powerless.. Every minute more and more people enter and there they burn in pain, forever. And there's nothing I can do about it.
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