Why am I doing this to myself?

And, I hate it when people judge me for what I can or can't do.

Everything's screwed up.. Can't even find my revision package. Perhaps a bumpy start to a new year is what God is giving me to wake up.

I'm finding faults with my own life. I guess I'm gonna read my last good novel for the year until the end of As. (By good, I mean something thats thicker than at least 3 of my fingers..)

Love xoxo.