if you want the impossible, you have to do the impossible.

Love this quote. Totally inspiring, and guess where I took it from? Yeah.........from.... me. Thought of it myself. Teehee. Okay nothing better to write. Just came here to gloat about me passing piano grade 7. For someone that didn't touch scales until a few days before the exams, and only learning properly one of my pieces a week before, I think 117(3 marks from merit) is really not bad le. For a last minute chionger. I am now grade 8! Fast..the years pass by quick man.

I think that this layout if abit too girly for me leh. Need a change. But then, too lazy leh..This is the blogger's custom made one. hahaha.

DAMN I JUST SPENT SUPER LONG ON FACEBOOK NOW I AM SLEEPING AT 3AM FML.
Yeah. AND SORRY FOR PRIVATING MY BLOG..ya know sometimes you just feel like keeping things to yourself.

Prelims is..what can I say. I just don't feel pressured at all. I think i felt more pressure during the first prelim. I really hope that it's because I know everything alr, but some how i doubt that is the reason. Sweet. I can't choose which I prefer: Getting all stressed and studying more or my current state, just floating around, studying minimally but not getting stressed up at all. It's now 2.19AM. Anw Emaths was a reasonable paper but my brain couldn't process some questions properly. Cross fingers for A1, anw maths has never been my strong point. SS, I sneaked a look at the paper when we were supposed to write our names..and saw question 2: HEALTHCARE and I literally laughed out in joy. Then upon observing the other questions, I realised the other one was D&D + Terrorism, and.............VENICE. I even spent a few moments contemplating which question to do...because I spotted everything spot on. ha! Okay in the end I did healthcare because the Venice question (foreign talent) is like between rise and success. And I like healthcare more.

I need to find the motivation. I'm like moving through life with no meaning, I only have enough motivation to study just enough for my prelims. I know just what I want, and I don't mind risking everything to get to what I want. But do you get the feeling? Like it's so easy to just pass through one day, just doing nothing.. And poof that day is gone. And then a week..2 weeks? 3? A month..Without any miracles happening. No dreams fufilled, nothing bad happening, but nothing good either..

I know I am being all hard pressed now. Don't blame me, blame it on my intellectual brain who has to think so deeply into everything. Cos today could be your best day here. Today could be your worst day. Or maybe, just maybe, today could be your last day on Earth.