The voice that calms the sea will call out through the rain and calm the storm in me!

First time in i think 1/4 of a year to post. Today marks the first day after prelim 1. Received a few results todae, not particularly pleased with any of them. Yeah, what's surprising is that I don't really bother about marks any more. Which is really a big difference from previously? I guess the main point was that i did my best and this is but a vapour in the wind that will be gone soon.

Urghhh have not been feeling well this few days. Sore throat..

Yeppp. So for this few months. Nothing much happened, just studied and studied and studied and let this blog rot lor. Just become more mature and......to become more calm and unaffected by anything. What's the word? Apathetic. Pia-ing for piano grade 7 now. Grade 8 sounds pro, which I am.

Sorta planned my immediate life already. I realised that with each step forward, everyday is but a small chapter in my life. I also have a gazillion things which I plan to do during the holidays. Life with directions is so fufilling. Maybe Sax, photography, drawing, baking, reading, swimming? Goshhh.

I also realised something else. bio, chem, phy, and amaths is definitely not my cup of tea. Just studying them gives me the shit, let alone memorising the entire book..Ah well not that i have a choice. Mabbe if we weren't forced to memo everything i would actually i have liked what i was studying..say SS or geog. Or even History or Biology.

Todae in biology class, Mdm Yong said that rice below certain inches are filtered out and sold for a cheaper price. In a way, life is also like that, isn't it? O levels, for one. Life IS a selection process, whether we like it or not. Those who are not chosen lose out. Be casted away. While those that are chosen get stronger and stronger. Just like choosing tomatoes in NTUC. Only those without bruises will be chosen... but in the process of being cast away, finger marks will still be left on the tomato that will be cast aside. Like humans who fail. And never stand back up again. What's ironic is that if the tomatoes were not damaged, they might actually have stood a chance of getting picked by someone else.

I have finally found who I am. Whatever it is, NOTHING can defeat me. If i want anything, i will eventually get it..'cos I will never actually fail.

Srsly some people should get a life. Esp shallow people with no brains and are extremely superficial. Being mean. Gossiping. Ignoring people. Changing oneself to be cool. arghh looking at them act like they're the kings of the world and STILL be satisfied and proud of themselves...irritating but well it's their life.

One more thing..doubt anyone is reading this anyway and i doubt that i will be blogging anytime soon maybe in another 1/4 year time lol. yeah piano lessons now cya around soon.