just another day for all the suits and ties

Yo. Currently feeling uncertain abt my future. On one hand, I wanna go to a JC that will let me excel. But on the other hand, i don't wanna be with people who are too smart and then i get too stressed up and do even worst. So now what lol.. i know people say that "see score than say" but i can't do that. I started reading this chinese book and it says that we need a direction and goal to work towards to. Okay lah my chinese may not be the best but at least i can understand. We are all boats, but no matter how fast we go in any direction, if we don't know our destination, we'll never complete our journey.

Initially I have always wanted to go to NJ one, but then i have been constantly hearing rumours abt how mugger and stressed it is, how people there are really ****** up, how competitive it is there, how people steal notes, how people are not helpful.. blahblah, blahblah. I am sure not everyone there is like that lah. But then there is such thing called wu2 feng1 bu4 qi3 lang4/ alah bisa tegal biasa okay. I am those sort of people that dont listen in lesson, sleep in lesson, slack in school, dont do homework one. I rely on my classmates quite alot okay...

Anw JCs I will consider (in order of merit):

- Hwa Chong (3, raw score 7)
- NJ (4, raw score 8)
- ACS (I) (5, raw score 9)
- ACJC (6, raw score 10)

Yupp. And if my score is really lousy like crap, I will go to SAJC/AJC. if still cannot than JJC and worst case is obviously poly lah. And ermmm. I know still have others like RJ and VJ but those are really too far. I dun wanna waste my life travelling.

Funny how I already plan my future so vividly for if my score sucks. Lol. But if my score is good than i dunno where to go. Good hor. Pro liao me. HC is obviously good and also abit out of my reach lah. Even if I can get in i also dunno if i wanna get in anot=_= but can get in first than say. Ditto for NJ cept that people are not as smart academically? AND read above para.

ACSI is a IB school. Different certificate, different exams, i am hesitant to join something so different and mentally challenging but i guess its a good school. Recgonised certificate. DIPLOMA w/o going poly. And also the school fees very ex la. Lol.. Haish..

ACJC. lol. i dunno why. i just like ACJC. Mabbe because not so stressed. More relaxed.

Oh yah both ACs are near my house too. NJ and HC abit further only.

I wanna do well but i also need a life man!!!