Heyyy. I was just looking through my neoprints, Remenicising abt the past. How time flies so fast, it really blows my mind away.. In a blink of an eye, it's half way through 2010 already. It seems like just yesterday when me and my primary sch friends will go to jurong entertainment to crap, take neoprints (yes neoprints), arcade, and movie. And whoosh. 2006. 2007. 2008. 2009, and now it's freaking 2010, and we are all grown up already, but still doing the same things(cept neoprints I guess) albeit at a different place. The thought that time flies so fast really is scaring me now, wow it seems like just a moment ago I stepped into 302, looking forward to a new beginning with all the fresh faces, which I will not be seeing rlly soon.. Gosh.


 Yeaahhhh what saddens me most, is how people who were my best buddies last time.. Are really just strangers now. Wow. Looking back at all the neoprints was really a thought provoker. These people who were my closest buds to me are barely strangers or merely hi bye accquaintainces now. People who I used to spill all my darkest secrets and whom I spent the best times of my life with, I barely talk to them anymore.. Time really can make people become lost.

Gosh. I miss nhps so much. Those carefree innocent and pure fun days will forever be etched in my memories. Funny how we must lose something to appreciate it, I guess this is reality. With no doubt at all, I am almost certain that when I graduate from Nan hua high and enter a new school, with fresh expectations and new impressions to make, I will definitely miss my life now. My friends. Whywhywhy must friends become strangers with time. Why must time fly so fast. I will be 16 in 4 months time!! I don't wanna be 16!! I want more time to be stupid and silly and do dumb mistakes to fall in love to fall to laugh to treasure my friends my days in nhhs being a stupi reckless teen with nth to worry abt except my grades. I dun wanna grow up and go to a jc that will stress me up. I don't wanna be serious. Most importantly I wanna keep all my friends that I have now!

I suppose that is not possible though. I remembered how when I graduated from nhps, those familiar faces around me made me feel so sad to leave but I was optimistic abt sec sch. Woww if I only knew these very same people will slowly fade until they are only a brief memory in my past. Sweet 16, I am not ready for you. Whether I like it or not..

The day where I am going to Finish preliminary exams 2, finish o levels, throw a sweet 16 party, have prom, graduate from nhhs is gonna come. I pray that when those days finally make their arrival, I will be ready to embrace every new experience and appreciate every single moment, every single conversation and fully enjoy each and every precious moment that will only happen once in my life. Xoxo