Sometimes, I feel so bitter about my life. I am 18 years ago, at the peak of my youth. Yet all I'm doing is studying most of the time. I just can't help but feel that I should be doing more than this. As they say, young wild and crazy. At 18, that's what I should be.not restrained. But slowly, I've came to learn that this is God's will for me. I guess this is a test of peservarance.
I will walk God's path for me. Maybe not 18. 19? 20? 21? There's still a whole life in front of me. I'll live life.