life

Hi blog. Just a rant, i find it rather pointless to study. Like, do the things we actually spend years of our lives trying to understand actually matter in the end? What has integration gotta do with my life? But yet, I'm wasting my youth (yes, I'm 16 alr, how fast..) on these useless, senseless, meaningless topics trying to frantically understand some crap which probably wouldnt matter at all after A levels. What's the point?

A student's life in Singapore is really pathetic, you don't really have the freedom to actually DO what you want, unless you wanna compromise your future and hence your $$$ when you get older. Seriously, my life is revolved around studies, studies and more crap studying which is useless and to be absolutely honest, i don't really have much interest in what i'm studying. For all i know, I DONT GIVE A FREAKING CRAP about chemical bonding, differentiation or whatever shit crap which I'm studying now, forcefully attending hours of lectures on this kind of pointless crap whose only point is the fact that society dictates a student to study these stuff so as to gain a cert to prove that you've slogged your life out.

Seriously I'm 100% + chop sure that I'm not gonna be a scientist/ mathematician or whatever in the future which effectively means that all the stuff I'm studying now ain't gonna be of much use to me anyway. And even if it's of some (even perhaps minimal) use, WELL LET'S FACE IT. I'm not gonna remember much of it after A levels dude. Besides, i fail to see why differentiation or whatever is gonna be useful in my life la. WHAT'S THE EFFING CALCULATOR FOR THEN? WHAT'S GOOGLE FOR? Dk anything? JUST GOOGLE! No biggie!

Yupyup much as i love everyone in my school and stuff, i feel that the Singaporean education system places too much emphasis on studying, reducing our students (well, those who actually give a flying fuck about their studies anyway) to mugging robots. And if you actually wanna consider not conforming to this screwed system, oh manohmanohman! Rest assured that the education system has guaranteed that YOU'RE SCREWED UP, or your future is at least.

Can't wait for the days when i can start doing things i deem meaningfull, things that i actually wanna do for once. Hell yeah. Maybe I'll even take a gap year to slack it out. And sort my life out.