I realised today, that friends are only as close as you let them to be.

Yeah I know this is super lag of me.

And i wonder, why isit that people fall apart? I realised that i have been pushing people away all my life. Maybe I just don't really wanna trust anyone, cos in trusting, you never know when they'll backstab you.

But then now i realise, if i don't give people a chance, how will i ever know?

Okay. 2.20AM. Better go to sleep. Tmr will be a tough day of revising. For Monday's paper..

Just wanna try my best.