I feel really despondent, but at the same time extremely angry. It's like.....haish. I don't know how to say. Should I appreciate friends who don't appreciate me?

It's like. When my birthday comes and you dont bother giving me anything or whatever, should I give you a present or a card? Some people will say No. Others will say Yes. And I am stuck in the middle. This is the worse kind of predicament. It's like my mind asks me to forget abt all these "friends". While my heart tells me to just let bygones be bygones and make them a present. You know what I mean?

P/S Just something random. I hate people that "conveniently forget" my birthday or "conveniently forget" to give present just because my birthday is during the holidays.

Just being random. Random thought of the day. Bye.