Today.

First DSC and ACC tutorials.

Had a long day of tutorials from early in the morning. DSC tutorial was super chill, the professor was so relax! Don't think anyone participates much in tutorials.

Financial tutorial was interesting and had more people.

Went back to utown to prepare for NES's interview - don't think i did very badly and got burned by their chairperson. Nevermind.. Leave it in God's hands.

Went back to cinammon and played bridge. hahahaha. And here I am with WCT to do.

Today.

My day today:

 Lessons from 8AM to 8PM with breaks.
Getting used to speaking up more in class nowadays.
During WCT I finally managed to find my breakthrough source but Peter.V seems to be hinting for me to hit some nail on the head when I've absolutely no idea that a source can be interpreted so deeply.

 Following that was a crazy rush to get myself a blazer for tomorrow's NES interview for their management team, hopefully it goes well. Since its only 15mins it shouldn't be that bad. Should probably sleep early but I'm quite stressed out over the mass amounts of tutorials/ work + WCT (oh gosh..) that I've to do.

Should probably do some financial accounting tutorial first. For tonight I'm gonna try to finish my FA tutorial and try to do some preliminary research on my WCT source.

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Really have a lot on my plate at the moment: 1. Zappydap website 2. Zappydap apps (ios and android) 3. Marketplace 4. J's CIP 5. J's SATs 6. Driving lessons 7. Ebook

Success.

I yearn so much to prove myself, yet I am the only stopping myself. The irony of life.

Feel.

Now. I feel all the ideas swirling in my head. As the world passes me by, ever so systematically, I yearn to bring value to this world I am in. I want my presence to be acknowledged. I have ideas, ideas, ideas but the key is to get people to acknowledge them. I walk around, enclosed in the caccoon of my body. I feel the potential, my potential, to be someone great. Someone valued in this world.

The world has no patience for your indecisiveness. It only sees the value that you create.

I am a very, very, lucky girl.

Time flies

I am afraid. Really afraid.

As I am flipping through the calender, the last scribblings are on janurary.

January, February, March, April. Gone. It is now May.

As my memory rewinds, I find that I am scared for time to pass so quickly.

What will I be able to achieve in my life?

Will I find my life passing by so quickly too?

I am so afraid. I do not want to live my life like a mediocre person.

I finally have some well-earned freedom.

The question is, how long will this freedom last?

Even in this freedom, will there be space for me?

What do I want with my life?

Who Am I?

What am I fated to do?

How do I catch hold of this time to maximise the pleasure, happiness, accomplishments, pride, love, kindness and purpose in my life?