rants

heyhey damn stressed now. back from speech day all tired. haha. astrochallenge is coming in 1 month.

yea.

Why do i feel like my life has been sucked out of me.

This few days i have been going through my life like i'm on some cloud 9. Cos every morning I'll get to see something i really like.

I have no idea why, but i don't get any work done leh. Tired ):

Chem lecture test on Monday. Hurray. I don't get a single thing...

your thoughts are coming so profound
coming at the speed of sound

Finally one free night to chiong my chem tutorial.

Remember when i said hwa chong people are damn relaxed about studies? Now i take it back. hahaha we're muggers just like NJC.

Chionging my PI like mad horse now.. Had to redo my case study man. FML. Byebye blog.

Sometimes, I really hate myself.

Sometimes, I really find it hard to smile...

Sometimes, i find it so hard to get out of bed and face life.

Sometimes, i need support but i have no idea where i'm gonna find it.

Sometimes, i'm afraid of failure and i am scared of getting judged.

Sometimes, i become paranoid that people might have bad impressions of me.
Sometimes, i don't feel safe.

Sometimes, i'm scared that people won't like me for who i am.

Sometimes, i feel that people take me as a joke.

Sometimes, i feel that i'm unappreciated.

Sometimes, i feel that i have a million things to do but i have no mood to do anything..

Sometimes, i just feel like relieving my beautiful and happy memories over and over again..........

And in doing so, ask myself, what's the point of my life now?