Saturday, June 25, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
life seriously cant get any worser.
Lost my wallet.. :( Shit man! My parents are gonna kill me. Its not about the cash! All my valuables inside! My sidegate card, my EZ link card, my prince of tennis cards, and idk what else!! (not to mention like 50 bucks) .........:( I knew something bad was coming. I could feel it coming. OH SHIT I HOPE MY IC IS NOT IN MY WALLET MAN. Some how i think it is... fml.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Just where is the line that can't be crossed?
Hoping to finish differentiation and integration tutorials tomorrow (i mean today :))
Jiayou jiayou jiayou!
Chalet now! Quite cool. Ok I'm off. Too lazy to blog.
Jiayou jiayou jiayou!
Chalet now! Quite cool. Ok I'm off. Too lazy to blog.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnupL42gmF4&feature=fvwrel
omggomggomggomggomgg damn stressed now thanks to BT. Not enough time to revise!
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
~
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
~
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Finally, some time to blog. Well, to my disappointment, we didn't even get into finals...
Haha yeah. I feel that it's really quite wasted, after all the time and effort spent. But at the very least, i've learnt far more than i ever expected to in these few months. I can't really say it's wasted time, cuz for all the time i was learning stuff about the nightsky or astrophysics or whatever, the opportunity cost was probably just a few hours of tv here and there..?
Learned quite a lot these few months, but still, it felt like all my efforts and energy were flushed away. But i don't really blame anyone, the truth is, our standards really weren't there, in my opinion. The other schools were really good, NJ sent a whole team of J2s, VJ sent china scholars (who probably had lots of experience already), RJ, well, self explanatory, NUSH.. Haish. Yeah, I feel that we just couldn't make the cut, it wasn't about luck or whatever. We just weren't good enough, even though we tried so hard. But it's okay though, at the very least, we've put in lots of effort and although i feel that we've disappointed lots of people, i feel that our team has really done very well already, seeing that we only had 3 months of experience where others had like 5 years or so...
Went to WCP to rant with AC team, i feel that we've really became very bonded :)
Also today was ACSTJ, seriously, totally didnt wanna let them treat us, seriously, i really have no face to let the seniors treat us alr, after all their efforts, this is what we gave them? of course they were very understanding, but yeah. we've let them down.
Whatever it is, time to move on, life goes on, i need to move on, i can't be stuck in the past. Gotta start mugging, mugging, mugging, for BT, catch up with my friends, do PW, talk to my siblings, practice my piano, think about life, give myself some leeway, things i've forgotten ever since AC came round the corner, we can't bring back time, and to be honest, this is one of the few times where if you'd given me the clock to turn around to change something so that we wouldn't have screwed up, i realise that there's nothing i would change. Or rather, there's seriously nothing i can change even if im given a time machine.
Haha yeah. I feel that it's really quite wasted, after all the time and effort spent. But at the very least, i've learnt far more than i ever expected to in these few months. I can't really say it's wasted time, cuz for all the time i was learning stuff about the nightsky or astrophysics or whatever, the opportunity cost was probably just a few hours of tv here and there..?
Learned quite a lot these few months, but still, it felt like all my efforts and energy were flushed away. But i don't really blame anyone, the truth is, our standards really weren't there, in my opinion. The other schools were really good, NJ sent a whole team of J2s, VJ sent china scholars (who probably had lots of experience already), RJ, well, self explanatory, NUSH.. Haish. Yeah, I feel that we just couldn't make the cut, it wasn't about luck or whatever. We just weren't good enough, even though we tried so hard. But it's okay though, at the very least, we've put in lots of effort and although i feel that we've disappointed lots of people, i feel that our team has really done very well already, seeing that we only had 3 months of experience where others had like 5 years or so...
Went to WCP to rant with AC team, i feel that we've really became very bonded :)
Also today was ACSTJ, seriously, totally didnt wanna let them treat us, seriously, i really have no face to let the seniors treat us alr, after all their efforts, this is what we gave them? of course they were very understanding, but yeah. we've let them down.
Whatever it is, time to move on, life goes on, i need to move on, i can't be stuck in the past. Gotta start mugging, mugging, mugging, for BT, catch up with my friends, do PW, talk to my siblings, practice my piano, think about life, give myself some leeway, things i've forgotten ever since AC came round the corner, we can't bring back time, and to be honest, this is one of the few times where if you'd given me the clock to turn around to change something so that we wouldn't have screwed up, i realise that there's nothing i would change. Or rather, there's seriously nothing i can change even if im given a time machine.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
I hate my life.
Don't know why this few days i keep feeling like blogging.
Super frustrated now, I guess i just need somewhere that i can type all these crap out... Depressed :(
I feel so inadequate, cuz this is one of the few times where i feel that I'm just stupid. I feel like there're strings pulling me, like people's high expectations of me.
So glad it's all gonna end tomorrow, cos if I go on like that, I can't go on as I have no support to fall back on.
Super frustrated now, I guess i just need somewhere that i can type all these crap out... Depressed :(
I feel so inadequate, cuz this is one of the few times where i feel that I'm just stupid. I feel like there're strings pulling me, like people's high expectations of me.
So glad it's all gonna end tomorrow, cos if I go on like that, I can't go on as I have no support to fall back on.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
There’s nothing scarier than getting what you want, because that’s when you really have something to lose.
Why is everything so effing hard?
AC tomorrow. YAY! Finally.
Dear God, what the hell is wrong with me?
AC tomorrow. YAY! Finally.
Dear God, what the hell is wrong with me?
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