Yoyo. Today was quite boring, can't remember anything much, except that Mrs Liew didn't come. :D Then can slack and play this awesome game on itouch. It's a multiplayer online game! Fantastic!

Anw after english class test i was bored of checking. At first i thought that it was 1h then after 1h, i realised that its actually 1.5h. Lol. Nvm. Anw my itouch got confiscated by Ms Chng. Sad sia. Me and Ding yu then went to find her during lunch, but she didnt wanna return us because our apology letters were wrong. Then waseh i seeseeseeseeseesee for very long but i still didn't know what was wrong. Haish. We were only given one chance. Then i tried asking Peter Tan but it didn't work, and get scolded in the end. Lol. I can only remember 2 words that she said. "DISGRACEFUL" and "SHAMEFUL". Lol. Aiyah anw nvm lah, cuz its my fault in the first place. So she has every right to scold me loh.

Anw i felt really guilty. And frustrated cuz i didnt know what was wrong. Afterschool, i managed to get it back from her. The holy itouch that cause all the trouble. Ah well.

Had NAPFA also. Full marks for everything as usual. I should really srsly rerun my 2.4, if i get 5 marks then i can get 30/30 for NAPFA...Sounds imba. I am so tempted. k bye.

:D

Anger works on my parade, i am the real deal

Heyheyheyhey. Long time no update. Finally, I can slack after studying for tests for 1 whole week. Monday Maths, Tuesday Phy, Wed HCL, Thurs SS and Fri Geog test. I was beginning to get tired of mugging for tests already. Not tired, sick. Shall take a well-deserved break this weekend :-)

Oh yah. Please swich on your speaker's volume to listen to Real thing by BLG.

Anw on Friday, have alot of people absent...Hope that you guys get well soon! And if you ponned because of geog test, then hope you rested well! (Fook, Suay, Shuan Hock, Jingyi, Yi Lei, Tiefeng, Zilin and one more person.) hahahahah. And Desiree the Miss Jiao also. This is not because I am the care rep. It's because I am always so caring =P And mengyeow get well soon also. Doubt you read my blog anw..

And I think I am losing weight again. Noooooooooo. I feel abit guilty for wasting food. But i cant finish my food leh =/. I couldnt finish my chicken chop, my dinner chapcaibeng(assortment of rice blahblah), my waffles, chicken, and even (hate to say this) my big loli. Which was actually quite nice! over the last week. Haish. Looks like i am losing my appetite. I couldnt even finish the well-known waffles. or a LOLIpop.

Somemore i everyday only eat recess in school leh. I cannot get below 45kg. Or else I think I'll be underweight. Damn.

Just ranting to myself here. Actually if you want my honest opinion hor, I don't think the waffle is nice at all. Or at least not as nice as everyone makes it out to be (not to mention the omg long queues.) Btw i think that the auntie in stall 1 abit...rude. She was like busy talking on the phone and anyhow spread the choco. End up my waffle don't have enough chocolate and its not crispy. Lol. First time buying, and LAST time also. (not to mention the price increment from $1-$1.20. My friend told me she said it was because of the electricity. Dude are you kidding me?

I must find the motivation to keep me moving.. Since my CCA alr cmi liao (actually not really lah. On the surface it is perfect, 19pts. By this year alr >20 liao), i have to chiong my studies. I realised that class tests and stuff doesnt really matter so much to me already. I am even lazy to ask for marks now as long as i know everything and learn everything that was tested, to prepare myself for the real deal exam. Lol. I guess I have changed. Ah well. I think i am getting influenced by gummy monster+ fisher :D

Okokok. This is it. I have ran out of stuff to say. (or i have ran out of patience to type). Cya and dont be too stressed, drink lots of water and sleep!!! Dont worry, O levels is only....6months, 8 weeks, blahblahblah seconds away. I go read my book liao (after sounding my mousehunt horn).

p/s nowadays everyone like targetting new targets hor. If you get what i mean.

Yoyoyoyoyoz. So many tests this week. Today, the principal came into class to talk to us. Nth much lah, just talk abt results and O levels as expected. I think even if I have the score to go to HCJC, i wouldnt cuz it'll be too stressed. Doesnt mean I wont try my best though. I think I won't mind NJ or AC. Hahaha.

Bye i go sound my mousehunt horn liaoz. LOL

you don't need water to feel like you're drowning, don't you?

it really starts to hurt when i pretend it doesnt.

It really feels like I should be going somewhere...

But somehow I am neither here nor there.

(RWT)

taken by me.

tears flowed down my cheeks freely, my nose sniffing, my head shaking sadly. What has this world came to? I blew my nose with a tissue paper that seemed too small, soon another piece was needed- and another, and another. This is inevitably not a good day for me.

arh. blogskin screwed. my day is ruined.

I feel really despondent, but at the same time extremely angry. It's like.....haish. I don't know how to say. Should I appreciate friends who don't appreciate me?

It's like. When my birthday comes and you dont bother giving me anything or whatever, should I give you a present or a card? Some people will say No. Others will say Yes. And I am stuck in the middle. This is the worse kind of predicament. It's like my mind asks me to forget abt all these "friends". While my heart tells me to just let bygones be bygones and make them a present. You know what I mean?

P/S Just something random. I hate people that "conveniently forget" my birthday or "conveniently forget" to give present just because my birthday is during the holidays.

Just being random. Random thought of the day. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIHUI AND SOPHIA!!!

Hi. I have alot of homework to do which are undone, lol. Especially commonwealth essay("forced"), 2 months worth of maths homework, more maths homework, O levels phy SPA, undone chemistry workbook, undone chemistry paper, 2 chapters of bio which i have no clue what isit about, a few more chapters of amaths which i am lazy to revise, thus i dunno anything abt it, SS st patricks paper which was like..march holidays homework(but still undone), geog ws, urgh.....this is giving me the crap LOL but i dont feel like doing anything so i shall do it in school bit by bit.

Btw i love chinese lessons now. Because I like Mr Benny Ng. I dont know why. I just enjoy his lessons and i listen to every word he says, and i look forward to all his lessons and (even) homework. If only he was my primary school teacher and i listened..i think now my chinese imba liao lol. Anw i hope *ok abit mean* that xsiao laoshi doesnt come back. i mean he is good and all, but i prefer Mr Ng. Dont ask me why..i just think he teaches better. =) AND I FEEL INSPIRED(but that doesnt mean i have done any jianbao okay)

P/S At least i did (most) of my SRP, which was much better compared to last time..zero.