falling

Headache.
Sore throat.
Mood spoilt.
Mind broken.
Spirit destroyed.
Hopes dashed.
The cruel truth.

english oral

AHHHHH. Oral was.. I think i misintepreted the question.

Is there such thing as exhilarating atmosphere? I gg le.

It's not that my miracle won't arrive, it has not came.

Feeling rather useless now. Hahaha. Perhaps I pinned high hopes? To be utterly disappointed. Lol.

Not that I'm giving up though. This is only the start of a very HAPPY and SATISFYING journey. Look forward to me laughing more in class. LAUGHMYASSOFF. OPERATION PLAN!!! okay i dunno what i doing. =) Bye then.

Really need to find the motivation.

Cuz you know that maybe it's time for miracles

Today I made a choice. I comfort myself by saying that there's nothing to lose.......but this seems so out of the world. I wonder if I will come to regret this choice. I hope not and that...miracles will happen. =)

friday the 13th

Today I bid my bag goodbye and RIP. It's strap broke and although it was only $6(i think), it lasted me like 1 year and 8 months. I guess i grew a sense of attachment to it after i started using it, although it was kinda uncomfortable to carry. But attachment is attachment. Haish. Sad to change bag. Although I have quite alot of bags, I have 1 Ripcurl, 1 Crumpler, another shoulder bag, and lots of other bags lahh haha but i still like the $6 one most because. I don't know. Just have gan3 qing2? =(

Today is F-R-I-D-A-Y~ My favourite day other than weekends. My bag died on friday the 13th. Hahaha.

English oral is on tuesday. A1A1A1.

After school went to eat pizza with Sophia. Rant rant eat eat crap crap.

And I really think that I have too many spare brain cells to kill. I think because I haven't been studying much recently, I am entertaining some pretty wild thoughts in my head and in my dreams. Crazy out of the world thoughts about random strangers. Or stranger. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The end.
Cyaaa

I'm crazy

I am really abit siao, now I'm really going admit it now. It's 1.40AM in the morning and I'm still stalking people's blog online. Ahhhhhhh What's my problem. So since i spent so long stalking people, I shall spare some time to post on my dead blog. Which is not dead but I think I just can't be bothered to post much here. Blame it on my lazy fingers. And tired brain.

Anyway, I'm really starting to get anxious already. 70+ more days to O levels. To be honest, I got a shock when I saw that the 80+ days has became 70+ days. And I haven't really started revising for O levels. My Bio TYS, Phy TYS, Emaths TYS, Amaths TYS, SS TYS, Geog TYS all 100% not done. Except for like 1 or 2 papers/questions here or there that my teachers asked me to do. BUCK UP, XIN HUI!!!!!!! For chemistry, at least Mrs Lim got drill us..so I did until 2007. Bio I didn't do despite her going through in class.

IF you call call it going through in class, i think she might as well print the answer sheet for us, if that's how she's gonna revise the TYS with us. She just go through the answer, never point out any main points, like how Mrs Lim does, how are we going to learn sia. Why don't just print the answer sheet for us then. Instead of just spending all the time in class to copy and copy and copy all the answers in class. Nvm. And when she does point out what we should look out for (like EG chem, Mrs Lim will tell us like what's important and what can't be missed), it's like she says it so fast I can't even get a single thing lah. Then I look around the class and I realise eh everyone like dunno/dun care. Waste of time. Don't get me wrong, I love Mdm Yong alot. It's just sometimes I disagree with teachers' teaching methods.

Yuppp. Gotta buck up sia. Crap shit. Bought the Amaths TYS but I doubt I'm doing. I realised Amaths is super time consuming. I can spend one whole night doing like 5sums and getting all ****ed up over it. I HATE MATHS LAH i rather have SS/GEOG just memorise no need use brain. Just sit at my table and qiao4jiao3 and read the stuff. But of course if i know how to do i rather do maths. Don't even need to think.

Ok less of crap. Malay orals today was okay I guess. It could have been WORST. Much worser lah, like EG i dun understand the question. BUT IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER to. Like i could have said more. Expanded more. included more stuff. The question was "An unforgettable experience". Yeah the first time the examiner said it, it was like the guy was saying SUPER FAST LAH i couldn't get it. Sorry I'm not a pure-bred Malay, if you speak malay i need 0.000000005 s per word to process from english to malay. Then he said so fast i couldn't get it. Stupidly, i asked him to repeat and he thought i didn't understand. Then like some dumb head I nodded my head to indicate that I did. Then started spamming. Added 2 peribahasa(idioms, more chimm). Xing Hui said 2 too.

Went to tiong afterwards to eat Lotus root soup. Yumyumyummyyum. I love food.

Okay I gotta buck up. LESS THAN 3 MONTHS LEFT..

Should i do TYS? or forget abt it. I think for humans forget abt it lah. I hate doing humans (writing) if it isn't exams. Redundant.

I think I'm nuts. I only get the blogging bug at 1.52AM in the morning. Damn, my life is screwed.

And i realised that despite a promise I made in Jan to myself, I think that I have to take back my promise. It looks like i cannot withstand the temptation and happiness. Okay I'm really nuts just ignore what I'm saying.

Cya.

PS I LOVE FRIDAY it means SLEEP TIME IS COMING SOON.

Gosh.

Malay oral O levels was okay. Making some fine changes to my life. Abt how i approach people. =)

4 things i did today

1. Basketball with Gina, Suay, Jerald, WM, CMY, Zhi Yuan.
2. Get even blacker. I think sunburn liao.
3. Headache.
4. Am gonna study for Malay oral.

3 things I am thankful for:
1. Exercising.
2. Great buds.
3. Having fun.

4 things i did today

1. Slept 10 hours.
2. Napped 2hours.
3. Swam 2hours.
4. Got back my tan.

Operation Angel.

Damn. Ideas are flowing literally all over my head. So many ideas, i keep clicking new post over and over again. To document these thoughts. Nice. Maybe i should just give up and convert to tumblr. Lol. Enjoy my thoughts. Please note that some really do not have any link with me.

In war, you need weapons and armour. In this war, what you need is the newest hairstyles and the most fashionable clothes. All the best.

I swear I'll make this happen. Just watch me. You'll see. You will.

You're not deep, you're not an intellect, you're not a critic, you just have an internet connection.

Love is a game of deception.

What if in hiding our feelings, we never get to know the truth?
What if in suppressing our desires, we never get to know what is happiness?

I'm sick

yeah read my title. My throat is super pain and my head hurts. Think its cos im very tired.

and srry sophia sarah irene nick dan for not going dinner with you guys. though i dount you read my blog =)

ciao peopleszxzxz thurs is malay oral prelim 2.

This week:
- Wednesday: Chemistry SPA
- Thursday: Malay oral prelim 2.

Coming soon:
- PRELIM 2 (SS GEOG EMATHS ENG HCL)
- MALAY O LEVELS ORAL
- ENGLISH O LEVELS ORAL

Random: I feel like eating roast chicken.

P/S Tag board is up^^!!