rays of hope for humankind

Hey guys! I'm back home finally, after a warmm shower. It's raining heavily now, and I arrived home drenched wet, tired, late and lonely but I am still really happy! Its amazing how i always get inspired when it rains! =) I met the two most beautiful person I have seen this year. Wow.

This was what happened: I was walking home after school by the front gate, and got caught in the rain. Gasping, i managed to make it to the HDB in time. The rain started pouring and there was lightning everywhr, so I just squatted there and waited for the rain to pass.

Then this man and his son walked by, and the man offered me his umbrella to share with his son! I was like shell-shocked. Nothing unusual right?

That was then i realised he only had one umbrella for both him and his son. I gestured that we 3 could share the umbrella but he just laughed it off and started sprinting to the busstop! He said he was "waterproof". I was shell-shocked. It isnt some small drizzle okay? That was a full-fledged thunderstorm and he was definitely drenched wet..

He drenched himeself wet, just so that I can have the umbrella and be dry all the way to the busstop at his expense! He was even carrying a guitar that might be spoiled in the rain, but he didn't even give it a moments thought to help me!

I don't even know if my closest friends will be willing to do that for me. I doubt it.

And so, the good will definitely be rewarded. Even to a random passer-by like me, i could tell immediately that he was rewarded already: His son! The son was reallywarm, cute and kind . He didnt blame me or anything abt his father! When i asked abt his father, he just giggled and said "nvm!" "he said he was waterproof!" Omg.

It may have just been a small act of kindness, but it has inevitably touched me all the way into my heart.

Nowadays, people are so superficial that i am not even shocked anymore....Who cares about fashion? Cliques that only make people feel lonelier? Popularity? I bet alot of people do, to a certain extent. But this random act of kindness left me shell-shocked and warm as a muffin.

I may not be the kindest, nicest or the most polite person, but i will try my very best...

God bless.

from runawaytrain; picture from underage-girl

If I had my life to live over, I’d dare to make more mistakes next time. I’d relax; I’d limber up. I would be sillier than I have been this trip. I would take fewer things seriously. I would take more chances. I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I would eat more ice cream and less beans. I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I’d have fewer imaginary ones. You see, I’m one of those people who lived sensibly and sanely hour after hour, day after day. Oh, I had my moments, and if I had to do it over again, I’d have more of them. In fact, I’d try to have nothing else. Just moments, one after the other, instead of living so many years ahead of each day. I’ve been one of those persons who never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat, and a parachute. If I had it to do over again, I would travel lighter than I have. If I had my life to live over again, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall. I would go to more dances; I would ride more merry-go-rounds. I would pick more daisies.
“— Nadine Stair

save my heart

I really hate it when people ask stupid rhetorical questions that require no answer, especially when they're exercising aka showing off their power. One very common example would be: "Want fight isit?" This sort of thing lah, which really leaves someone with no choice? Like if say yes also cannot, say no also cannot.

It's really like you hate this teacher alot, and the teacher, knowing full well that you dislike her, asks: "You don't like me ISIT?" It's like, say yes comfirm die, and then say no also die. Like driving you to a corner.

It really pisses me off no end. Lying is a sin, but is pulling your power around the same?

Learnt the 10 commandments yesterday. I mean. God says that we cannot sin, so i must know what exactly is sin first mah! One thing I learn is marriage better don't play play!! Also cannot murder, cannot steal, cannot bear false weakness, cannot commit adultery, cannot have more than one God, cannot disrespect parents, cannot play with God's name. I think. Not too sure but I get the general idea...

Anw have to stop saying guys are shuai. Cos lust is not allowed? I think. Anw must stop. K byee.

P/S English workshop today was...okay. Except that it was a tad too long. I was fidgeting around in my seat alr lor. Or maybe it was because i was listenening and others werent? Hahahaha whichever. The speaker is the person that wrote the Distinction in English book and i think that it was quite useful alr lah! for a workshop. Pity tomorrow start at 8. Srsly, i can't blame the earlier session students for being late, i would be too lor, ask us to wake up so early in the morning for some workshop which can be held in the afternoon. Rofl. Tmr must wake up quite early, so have to go sleep soon..haiz. Actually still wanna watch movie online de. Better catch up on the fun during the holidays. lol

Oh yah today went to play basketball with gina, huiqi, and 3 other girls. 2 is softballers i think. Anw quite fun, except that i wonk-ed out my specs. its all slanted and getting me really irritated. I'm sorta inspired to wear contacts. Scared will have infection though. But nvm. I am not afraid of anything. Not even death. Okay maybe i am. But for now..peace!

in every victory, let this be said of me: my source of strength, my source of hope, is Christ alone.

Yo. I am using computer for like 10hours a day nowadays. Cool right. Lols. seriously, this is because i came up with a "computer deficit" during the earlier part of the year. Like you exercise too much will have oxygen debt like that. Anw. Shall make a goals list for this holidays since i like to do lists so much.

GOALS FOR MARCH HOLIDAYS

1. Study my chemistry- metals. Cos up till nw still totally dun get it.
2. READ BOOKS! :D
3. Play more of my itouch so that when school starts i can don't touch it liao. But dont think its possible//
4. Hate to say this. But. Do some jian bao. =_=
5. Shoppinggggggggg! Before i inquire a clothes debt too..

Ok lah. 5 days 5 goals. Makes sense right. K ciao. Gonna watch youtube lee.

Hey! Just back from Piano theory exam! I feel so glad that it's over, like a burden has been released from my shoulders. Hahaha. Hope can score well as i spent like a few nights studying it =) Anw, I bought my itouch! It is super cool and awesome! Althought bought it quite a long time ago, but just blog it here lor...old news le.

truth - love= indulgence
love - truth= insensitive
truth + love= inspiration

Hahaha. Cool right. Actually it's quite true. I have alot of wisdomic things to share with you guys but since my blog is like dead so I also lazy to type le. Lol. I must do alot of kind deeds so that i can be salvaged and go to Heaven!! All hail God!!

Oh. And happy march holidays! Don't mug too much. teehee!

AH. spent the whole night using computer when i have chem and eng test tmr. gg. will update more soon. zzz.   lots of homework and revision to do..

Hmwk:
Chinese jianbao x20
chinese srp xabt 10
english readers digest
Maths questions overdue from feb
Bio wb
Revise chem test

The only period i am looking forward to is bio and pe. cos can slackk?

Even chinese cannot slack liao. But feel very inspired by B.NG

reminder toself: bri back phy tb tmr............................its rotting in my locker might as well bri it bak